Ladies and gentlemen, rejoice! Your new sucessor has arrived!

I wish.

Anyways, hello. It has been a long time since I have posted here on DA, and much has happened. I've gone through ups and downs -- mostly downs -- and feeling horrible the entire time. Worthless? Paranoid? Lonely? I'd like to believe so.

My artistic value has been waning.. I have almost lost the entire reason I had for drawing as I had before. I did it because it was 'fun'. Fun? No.. It does not happen to be fun anymore... How is something supposed to be considered 'fun' when no one cares? When no one appretiates not only what you are doing, but have done? I hear people tell me all the time -- "You have talent, boy! Keep drawing!" And for what? I have no talent. I wish I did.

Practice? I could agree. Yet, I find it very hard to practice something that makes me feel very.. self consious.. Talent-less.. Worthless. Art is supposed to be a form of expression, yet I am unable to express myself with the thing I once loved.

What is wrong with me?!
What has happened to me..?

Even I can not answer that, my friends.. even if I would like to.

I now go to think; let my screwed up mind continue to wander.

Perhaps I will achieve a new feat in my artistic career? Maybe my talent will blow away, such as dust in the wind?

The answer will come soon, I hope.

Fare thee well.

... I also apologize for the ranting and emotional-'omfgwtf'-ness. </3